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Broken: The City

July 29, 2008

 

Perspective

            You can no longer look at Ed Whitson’s career and get a clear picture.  Everything is blurry and out of focus.  He’s become one of those fractal posters that requires you to relax your eyes before you can see the pretty blue sailboat hidden behind the scattered layers of noise.
           
Ed Whitson has lost his identity as a player.  He’s become a morality play, a cautionary tale.  In some ways, his name can serve as a shining example on the evils of materialism and the perils of what can go wrong when a free agent chases the almighty dollar at the expense of his humanity.  Whitson is no longer a right-hander with a strong slider and good palmball, he’s a modern-day Faust, making a bargain, signing the contract, selling his soul.  See, Whitson committed the unforgivable sin of being paid handsomely.  More than the other pitchers in the Big Leagues, actually.  More than he was worth, to tell the truth.  And the fans held it against him.
            There were some good seasons, at the start and at the finish.  Or maybe that undersells his performance.  When he was on his game, he was excellent.  He was an All-Star in 1980, his second full year as a starter.  Ten years later, in 1990, he went 16-11, with a 2.66 ERA.  He followed that up by going 14-9, with a 2.60 ERA in 1991, the season before he retired.
            But in 1984, he went 14-8, helped pitch his team into the post-season, and used his success to secure a sizable free agent contract from the New York Yankees.  And that was the beginning of the end.  Actually, that’s inaccurate.  It was neither the beginning, nor the end.  Because when all is said and done, Ed Whitson’s enduring legacy is shaped much like a camel, or a standard distribution bell curve.  The most lasting impression of Ed Whitson are not the fine flatlands that bookend his days in the Majors, but rather the big bumps you find stuck in the middle.
            Today, more than twenty years after the difficult seasons that left ugly scars on the landscape of his career, Ed Whitson is primarily remembered as the perfect case study on how the city of New York – with its voracious fans, its unrelenting media, and its invisible, suffocating pressure – can break a man.
 

The Fans

“Mike Mussina is not Ed Whitson. Not much of a chance Mussina will let the Big Apple hound him out of town, as it did Whitson back in 1986, when disgruntled Yankees fans began following him home to heckle. Even though Whitson won – his record as a Yankee was 15-10 – he simply couldn't handle New York.” – Michael Knisley, The Sporting News (Feb. 26, 2001)

             Every time I read that excerpt, I think to myself, “They began following him home to heckle?”  Whoa.  What the hell?

 

Life After College   

Full disclosure.  I want to make things clear.  I was born in Boston, MA.  I grew up in Worcester, MA.  I went to college in Cambridge, MA.  And I bought my home and live here in Davis Square, Somerville, MA.  So I’m a New Englander at heart.  I have a lot of Boston in me.  And I know about the rivalry between the cities of New York and Boston.  But objectively, all bias aside, when compared to New York CityBoston is a small town.  Small.
                I’m not saying NYC is better.  I’m saying it’s more.  More what, exactly?  More cutthroat.  More aggressive.  More violent.  More breathtaking.  More impressive.  More artistic.  More obnoxious.  More diverse.  More grotesque.  More beautiful…  More everything.  It’s just more.

Scipio Garling runs a blog about comic books called the Absorbascon.  One day, back in 2006, he asked readers who grew up in the suburbs if they were disappointed and underwhelmed at how bland everything was the first time they visited the big city.  And when I read that post, I just shook my head and laughed.  I started thinking about the years I lived in New York City.  The memories raced through my brain at lightning speed.  I didn’t know where to begin.

 I grew up in the suburbs.  I moved to New York City after college and lived there for a couple of years.  And, uh, "underwhelmed" would NOT be the exact term I would use to describe trying to grasp the New York City experience.
                I remember the Fulton Fish Market after midnight.  Alphabet City.  The Meatpacking District.  Wandering through Harlem alone by mistake as darkness fell and I walked into a drug deal while the lady wearing a snake watched across the street.  These were not bland settings.

                I had my ribs crushed as everyone squeezed into the train at rush hour in Times Square.  I saw men chasing each other with knives as people stood around and watched. I saw a gang attack a teenage kid on crutches.  I ran for cover when I found myself caught in the middle of a homeless riot at a Burger King.  I saw people lying on the sidewalk, bleeding from the head.  I saw junkies hiding in the space between subway cars late at night as they pushed needles into their arms.  My roommate crashed a U-Haul truck into an armored car while it was making a pick-up from the bank, causing the armed guards to draw their guns and point it at my head.  I spent a couple of months living in a model's storage closet because our lease wasn't worked out correctly.  I spent another couple of months living in the office of the Tropical Disease Center at Lenox Hill Hospital when I couldn't find an apartment, and had to sneak into showers when the hospital staff wasn't around.  And the cafe where I wrote the first draft of my unpublished novel?  It no longer exists, because terrorists flew two planes into the building and blew it up about seven years ago.
                So.  Was I disappointed and underwhelmed at how bland everything was in the Big City.

The answer is "no."  No, I was not.
                Truth was much stranger than fiction.  NYC had many moments of pure and complete terror.  Too many to count.  And if you lived there long enough, you didn't give it a second thought...

 (I want to clarify: I did not feel NYC was dangerous.  I felt it was compressed.  Because of the sheer number of people living there, experiences were hyper-accelerated.  If you were to run into a violent incident once every 10,000 people – it might take a couple of years in the area I grew up.  In Manhattan, it could take five minutes. It was the Law of Statistical Probability, the Law of Really Big Numbers.  By spending three-plus years in the city, I was bound to end up seeing a couple of crazy things.
                Did I spend 24 hours a day living in a state of heightened terror?  No, I did not.  I actually enjoyed NYC, and found it to be a fun and exciting time of my life.
                But – when terrorists decide to fly planes into buildings, NYC seems to be at the top of their list.  It’s that kind of city.  A city where things happen, good and bad, at a manic, hellacious pace.
                 I'm not sure if I have a point, or an agenda.  I'm just saying I experienced a lot of wild things when I lived there.)

They say that New York broke Ed Whitson.  I, for one, am not surprised.  I say that you can hardly blame the man.  It’s that kind of city. 

 

Take the Show on the Road

Ed Whitson was born in Johnson City, TN.  He went to high school in Irwin, TN.  He pitched his best while playing in San Diego.  He signed the big contract, then struggled in his first year with the Yankees, registering a 4.88 ERA.  Near the end of the season, he got into a brawl with his manager and broke Billy Martin’s arm.  (Note: I don’t know how many players have gotten into fights with their managers and broken their bones, but Whitson qualifies to be on the list.)  The fans hated him.  New Yorkers were not kind.  They booed him mercilessly.  As mentioned earlier, they would follow him home to heckle him.  It got so bad that the team officially announced that he would only pitch on the road, to avoid the wrath of the home crowd.  Errr, yeah.  That’s not a good sign.  I can’t think of another time when that’s happened.  In the September 26th edition of the New York Times, Martin explained the decision to the press, ''I don't want him to get booed…  I don't want him to be bothered or harassed in any way.''  That was 1985
                In 1986, with a season in New York under his belt and properly introduced to the pressures of playing in the Bronx, Whitson returned for the second year under his new contract and proceeded to post a 7.54 ERA for the Yankees.  Seven point five-four.  Oh boy.  This wasn’t going to end well.

There are many valid obstacles, a wide variety of adversities, that prevent a player from experiencing success in baseball.  An inability to hit breaking balls.  Difficulty throwing strikes.  Knee injuries that cut down mobility.  Standard baseball hardships.

But for Ed Whitson, he had problems finding success because he faced a city full of hate.  And tell me, just how exactly are you supposed to deal with that?
 

Rhetorical

                Question: why does a city take pride in its ability to break players on the hometown teams?  What’s the benefit?  Where’s the advantage?  New York is infamous for it.  Philly is also notorious.  And I remember that when Edgar Renteria had a rough year playing for the Red Sox, there were frequent references to his distaste for playing in Boston.
                I guess it’s a way for a city to establish credibility?  To demonstrate toughness?  Maybe it’s a way of saying – you need to prove yourself again in this crucible, under our demanding conditions.  This is the Big Time.  Our standards are higher.  Our expectations are greater.  We suffer no fools gladly.
               Or, maybe, the citizens of New York, Philadelphia, and Boston just carry too much anger.  Anger from the vicious northeast winters.  Anger from the high cost of living.  Anger from the crowds and the noise and the traffic and the pollution and the crime and the psychic toll that daily survival extracts from you when you are part of the faceless masses that breathe life into a city.  So when some unsuspecting fellow like Ed Whitson comes along, the anger has been sharpened to so fine a point, that it cuts and slashes with tragic ease.  Could that be the reason?  I don’t know.  I really don’t.


 

And So It Goes

The name still comes up with regularity.  Whenever the Yankees sign a new player, the questions are asked, the specter is raised.  Because Ed Whitson lost his identity as a player.  He’s become a morality play, a cautionary tale.  And like most morality plays, most cautionary tales, he serves an important purpose.  Ed Whitson is an illustration, an example, offering up a grim warning to players like Kevin Brown or Kenny Rogers or Carl Pavano who are foolish or daring enough to follow his weary footsteps.

Respect the city, young man.  Beware New York.

   

 

If you have any thoughts you want to share, I would love to hear from you.  I can be contacted at

roeltorres@post.harvard.edu.  Thank you.

 
 

COMMENTS (14 Comments, most recent shown first)

RoelTorres
Hi Clay,

Glad you enjoyed our fair city. Good to hear that you're getting an opportunity to catch up on the essays. Thanks for the nice note.
1:43 PM Aug 16th
 
clayyearsley
THBR- Sorry I called you 'tube'. Thwarted by predictive text!
8:17 AM Aug 16th
 
clayyearsley
Roel-
I recently visited Boston and enjoyed it. Only spent a day and a half. It's more compressed than Dallas. Anyway, thanks for another great column. I'm just catching up.

TUBE-
I got to go to Fenway. I expected an interesting experience, replete with the assholes you mentioned. Much to my surprise and delight, the fans were into the game, clearly loved their Sox, but didn't heckle the opposition. Nary an asshole in the bunch. And I was in the cheap seats. Maybe it was the afterglow of the Manny trade. Maybe they read your post. Anyway, if you attend a game, you might be surprised.
8:13 AM Aug 16th
 
RoelTorres
Hi THBR,

Thanks for sharing your thoughts. It's true, we all live in a society, and every society has rules and laws in place to try and keep everything from dissolving into general chaos and anarchy. Sometimes rules are sufficient, and sometimes they serve as inadequate deterrents. But in general, I support any idea to make the world a more decent place to live in.
4:05 PM Jul 30th
 
THBR
Tp respond to the comments and not to the writing, which is still terrific:

#1 "Following him home to heckle" is called now, and was called then, harassment, and is illegal.

#2 You have described well why I can't stand watching, let alone going to, baseball games: the fans are assholes. (If it's any consolation, football fans are worse.)

#3 Regardless of whether you think Keith Haring's work was "artwork", it goes by another name: vandalism. It also is now and was then illegal. Norman Mailer was a jackass when he praised vandalism in print, and the facts have not changed.

#4 When 4 young men -- white, black, green, orange, purple, or striped -- come after YOU with screwdrivers and a prima facie intent to use them on you, you might wish that you too had a LOADED pistol with you and knew how to fire it. Their intent was to harm, and Mr. Goetz simply returned it with interest. I've been on the Boston MTA, and believe me, I'd rather ride it than the NYC version.

#5 When a Giants football fan (short for "fanatic", remember) threw an ice-loaded snowball at a player a couple of decades ago, he was escorted out of the Stadium and his ticket price refunded. The management should have kept themoney, and he should have been charged with criminal assault, both for the same reason: HE BROKE THE RULES! The commercial rules, which say you must behave properly, and the legal rules for living in a community, which say you must not physically attack other members of the community. But the penalties were not enforced -- so what do you expect from another fan the next time?

A normal human being growing up in a normal community expects a certain amount of teasing, of oral harassment, and maybe even the occasional attack of a bully -- but in a normal community, the grade school teacher puts an end to it. When the "fans" follow you home to heckle you, and the police do nothing, it's past time to either retaliate or to leave. Since retaliation in kind will get you what it got Mr. Goetz, the only alternative seems to be to leave. And to draw the obvious conclusions: that NYC is full of lawbreakers, and that the police/mayor/political structure don't care enough about their own future to do anything about it.

Note: Pity the poor policeman. No matter what course of action he follows, and even if he does nothing, he's roundly criticized for it. It's a terrible job.
3:43 PM Jul 30th
 
RoelTorres
Drewski,

I think the dad of Tiger Woods did something similar. He used to yell all sorts of unimaginable nasty things at young Tiger in the middle of his backswing. He did it to improve Tiger's mental toughness. It seemed cruel and a prime example of really poor parenting. Of course, Tiger grew up to be the world's most dominant golfer. So I guess there was some merit to it.

Still, I would be very hesitant to rely on heaping verbal abuse on kids. The possibilities for permanent damage seem to outweigh the likelihood of sports stardom.

Thanks for the story.
2:39 PM Jul 30th
 
drewski
oops sorry for the typo. The line shold have read 12-13 years old not 12-23 years old.
2:31 PM Jul 30th
 
drewski
One other note that your article reminded me of. When I was in high school I was part of a soccer team that was touring through Europe and we were practicing at one of the Premier League training camps. We were paracticing with one of the junior development teams who were I think 12-23years old and as you can imagine awfully good. Anyway, one of their top players made a mistake during a drill and 2 or 3 of the coaches just verbally laid into him. Absolutely brought the poor kid to tears for his mistake of passing the ball to the wrong player. At the end of practice I was talking to the one of the coaches and was asking them what the tirade was all about. He explained to me that what I witnessed was one of the most important elements of the kids training.

The verbal abuse that these players would face if they made it to the Premier League by both their fans and opposing fans would be unimaginable. If they did not mentally toughen their kids up to handle that kind of abuse and be able to shrug it off, they would never make it as players.

Pretty messed up huh.
2:02 PM Jul 30th
 
RoelTorres
Hi Drewski,

Living in Tropical Disease Center of Lennox Hill Hospital for two months was surreal. It almost drove me to a nervous breakdown. If you have the choice of renting an apartment in New York, or sneaking around a hospital, I would recommend renting the apartment. That's my advice.

Glad you enjoyed the article. Thanks for the support. I appreciate it.
11:38 AM Jul 30th
 
drewski
Roel,

Tremendous article. I thoroughly enjoyed it. Living in the Tropical Disease Center must have been interesting. I can definitely second Chuck's referall of the Brothers K. It is an excellent book. His first book the River Why was also very good. It's about fishing.

Anyway, just figured I would drop you a note to tell you that I have enjoyed your articles and to keep up the good work. I look forward to reading more from you.
11:19 AM Jul 30th
 
RoelTorres
Hi Chuck,

Thanks for the comments. Music has always been a very big influence in my life, so I'm glad that the musical rhythms translate for you. It's good to hear that.

Thanks for the recommendation on the Brothers K. I will make a note of it. I am slightly behind on my reading list, but good book suggestions are always welcome.


9:55 AM Jul 30th
 
RoelTorres
Dear 800redsox9,

Thanks for the kind words.

I don't think we need to draw distinctions between "writers" and "baseball writers." In the end, it's all writing.

I think our experiences with New York are pretty common. I'm sure anybody who spent time living in NYC has their own list of moments (of course, being on the train with Bernie Goetz would definitely stand out to anyone.)

Thanks again.
9:52 AM Jul 30th
 
chuck
Roel,
I like your writing. It's musical; being a musician, that's how it feels and sounds in my head when I'm reading.
I wanted to recommend a book to you, though likely you know it already: The Brothers K, by David James Duncan. It has a lot to do with broken human beings and baseball, and follows the members of a family struggling with the world and each other through the 1960's.
2:23 AM Jul 30th
 
800redsox9
You are more than a baseball writer. You are definitely a *writer*. Take it from a guy born in Malden, MA, who moved to a suburb of Philly (Jersey Side) and who now lives just one hour from NYC. I spent my formative years as a Red Sox fan living near NYC. I was on the train behind the one that Bernie Goetz "the Subway Vigilante" shot 4 young black men on as they harassed him. I saw the AIDS epidemic wipe Keith Haring's artwork from the subway walls. NY is everything you say it is.

Add the aftermath of the Dwight Gooden and Darryl Strawberry experience to your list. Great article.
9:16 PM Jul 29th
 
 
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